There's nothing left to take, but I still try to reach
Try to swallow it all down, yet I can't seem to breathe
Just a single pill of mine, nothing else will suffice
I take it in, now I'm alive
My phone it set on lock and I don't really care
There's a tangle and a knot that I just can't repair
I'm a tragedy, I'm ugly, I'm trying to hide
I say "Hello then wave "Goodbye"
See me fall down
Let me die here
Slowly
Nothing goes right
Not a trace
Of honesty
I'm to blame
So I'll remain
'Black', 'white', 'day', 'night'
It's all the same
See it run down
Cut away
No worries
Say no more
I can surely say that I've 'had enough'
I still refuse to believe
Every day would be the same
Nothing more
Little change
If I cared, it would mean nothing
It's all such a pain
Friendly bonds are so unneeded
I don't give a damn
A busy life
Is what I am
Could it be, that 'family' was a way of escape?
Didn't know if it was right, so I threw it away
Couldn't take it anymore
I had taken enough
So then I hid my need for 'love'
Lay me right down
Let me sleep
I'm restless
Cover my eyes
When I'm up
I'll finally
Fade away
Here. Today.
Give me a reason
Then I'll stay
If I could fly
Only for a moment
There wouldn't be
Such a need for casualty
I'm alone
And that is how it'll be
Why does everything I do cause tragedy?
Why does everyone I know keep leaving me here?
Why do I feel so empty inside?
I just want to die...
See me fall down
Let me die here
Slowly
Nothing goes right
Not a trace
Of honesty
I'm to blame
So I'll remain
'Black', 'white', 'day', 'night'
It's all the same
See it run down
Cut away
No worries
Say no more
I can surely say that I've 'had enough'
I can't remember...
That very day
That very day
Changed me
Happiness died
Like a light
I carried
I'll sleep tonight
And hope to finally leave...
A world which I don't believe...
A life which I don't need...
Now, I'll finally be free...
